Yesterday, i think i kinda felt heart broken by the situation.

Today i can honestly say I don't give a shit!

I am over it!

Today, also, i thought id post something normal about life and how stable, i actually am.

Honest........

Boys just seem to take up your system, your head space, your life and the way it revolves around the earth, rotates the earth even.

I am soooooo not the type of chick to get this hung up over some stupid guy drama.

And now i feel stupid that i have.

Real stupid!

I love the saying, life's a bitch and then you die, so fuck it all and lets get .........
You fill in the blank.

It just seems to be so true, almost all the time.

A close family member gets sick - life's a bitch
You get dumped - life's a bitch
Your best mate does something stupid, you can't forgive - life's a bitch
Your little brother or sister brake something important - life's a bitch

The list will go on and on and on.

My most thinkable thought is that i am horizontally parked in a parallel universe.
That the world rotates the way it does just to piss me off!

Does anything piss you off? Anything that you could blame the world on and the way it spins?

Is there any hope in finding happiness once it is lost??

I wonder?? I ponder??

If your heart has been broken, how do you heal it?

If it involves finding love again, then we are all screwed!

Would it be easier if you never had to see them again? I think so!
Love is the hardest thing to get over when the ex is around all the time and especially harder when they are around with their new girlfriend!

Guys just don't get it do they! Girls have feeling and guys.............
do not...............
They, o.k, some of them, go around hurting the ones they once loved, said they loved once, but how can they, if all they do is make things worse for you?

How can they move on so quickly, within a month of breaking up find a new you. Then within the year that he is with this new girlfriend, move into my town with her??
What the fuck is up with that?

Where do the answers come from..............?
Him?.................
Well there is no possible way to get them then, especially without him thinking that you are still into him.
How is it possible to be in love with someone that is now completely different?
The old him..................sure.
But how the fuck can you be in love with this new guy - the asshole!

How do you get through the DRAMA!!!!!!..........?????